Friday, January 27, 2006


what will life be like without Patches? Posted by Picasa

posted by Ice @ 1/27/2006 0 comments

A New Life

Today I sit here without my best friend. My dog, Patches, had to be put to sleep last night in my lap. I still have yet to stop crying. It is the hardest thing I have been through in a while. Many people have been leaving and starting new lives elsewhere... but that could not prepare me leaving her forever.
I was in class yesterday when the police come to my classroom. The teacher is like Janice the Police need to talk to you. Talk about embarrassing and scarey. The message was "call your father now, please" I could not reach him on his cell phone. He lost service. So I got my mom on her phone. "We have to put patch down asap. The doctor is holding her until you can get home" I scream NOOOOOOOOO. This was a nightmare. My bestfriend... I wanna come see you but the sooner I get there the sooner you are gone. She means everything to me.
I do not know life without Patches. She has been with me through all the pain and horrific events of my past. She is gone now. And I am so empty.
Please help me pray that I can be at peace and can move on in this next phase of life..... with my 21st birthday only days away.

posted by Ice @ 1/27/2006 0 comments